I called in sick today, for the second time this week. This is how much I hate my job. And I've come to the conclusion that my job is depressing me. Now the question is, what to do? I'm scared to do anything really. Fear is holding me back yet again. And I know not going into work is a bad idea too. I've been there almost 6 months - I thought I had things figured out. But I don't, this is not what I want to be doing and I feel like just going into work everyday will make things worse. So today, I'm going to look into going back to school. Because I know that's what I need to be doing. I can't fake this job any longer. It's not fair to my employer and it's definitely not fair to me.
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